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| User: | ekucbbw (8213535) 
you got lips that look like they were made for something else...
now it's your turn to see misanthropy...here is your antichrist superstar
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| Name: | the bats have left my bell tower |
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| Website: | maniqueen |
| Location: | Garland, Texas, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1987-05-05 |
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| MANIQUEEN OF DEPRESSION phenyl barbie doll |
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You've come upon the journal of EKUCbbw, or more formally known as October Anabella and Bella for short. This journal is friends only for various reasons, many of them important. This journal is a collection of daily happenings and thoughts, memories and a collection of people. There are ghosts explore here from my past and onward, and I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, which makes it all the more important to be locked.
I have many interests, stemming from music to philosophy, and most of my musical interests are hailing from Japan. I enjoy more of the rock/metal scene, though I can listen to anything I'm ever in the mood in for. I really don't add people here unless I have something in common with them or some interests of some sort with them, so please do post a comment on the only public entry shown here to ask for entry if you truly wish.
I'm 20 years old and I live in Dallas, TX at the moment. I'm an ex-military brat as my dad was killed four years ago. I'm very open about things, often to the point of being quite blunt and/or harsh, and it's really not a good thing but it can't be helped. Aside from music, I love to read and dance, and I enjoy nature. Photography is a major passion of mine and I go through stages of activity and non-activity.
Other than that, I can get rather obsessive about things and I will talk about them. I rant often and rarely use cuts because this is my place to be completely open. Truth be told, I am extremely obsessed with a Japanese vocalist named Tenten, and I'm quite proud of him. I really don't enjoy negative talk of him and do respond rather unkindly. |
| I'VE GOT AN ANGEL IN THE LOBBY he's waiting to put me in line |
saints♠
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[Need Jboy Pr0n?]
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I think you should know I'm head over heels, swept over by a girl, and I'd do anything for her, including rip out my heart and put it in a box.
The Tenten Fanlisting.
I enjoy writing in my free time and have a writing journal linked above. If you're curious as to what my current favorite obsessions are, they are listed:
The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things (movie/book), Tenten, Sana, Scarling., Calmando Qual, Unsraw, Merry, Gara, Hibiki, roleplay, leopard print, black/white, bright pink, crows, stars, chest piercing, Sadie, Maverick, Yuuki, twisted art, girlish morbidity, transgender females, gay fiction and more.
I'm always trying to find a way to better myself and cure the monster in me. If you can't see it, you're blind. I've got an obsession with weight and wish to be thinner, and an obsession with pain that's been going on for seven years now. I'm an insomniac and I pretty much think my dogs and my rats own every fucking kid (except Sprouse twins and Jimmy Bennett).
Say hello ... but know my world's ugly. |
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| Memories:: | 168 entries |
| Pictures: | over 10 public |
| Interests: | 150: 12012, alan rickman, anti feminism, asia argento, ayabie, balzac, banshee smile, bellydancing, bipolar disorder, books, buck-tick, calmando qual, chris fehn, chuck palahniuk, clutch, coЯe the child, crows, d'espairs ray, deadman, deathgaze, deceit, dir en grey, eden eye, eroguro, evan rachel wood, exist†trace, fatima, furukawa tomo, gara, gazette, girugamesh, go guy plus, gossip, grindhouse, guniw tools, hellyeah, henry rollins, hibiki, hirosuke, hitsugi, homosexuality, hurts, hybrid-zombiez, ichiro, iori, j.t. leroy, jack off jill, jack's smirking revenge, japan, japanese, japanese history, jils, jimmy bennett, kat von d, katoey, kenzi, kiyoharu, klack, kozi, kurt, ladyboy, ladyboys, lithium picnic, ludivine sagnier, lupo label, lynch., maggie gyllenhaal, marilyn manson, marilyn monroe, masuimi max, maverick, merry, miyamoto musashi, mtf, mucc, music, my dad, my ruin, nero, nightmare, nine inch nails, nookicky, numb, ohgr, onmyouza, pantera, penicillin, penicillin nano, peter murphy, peter steele, philosophy, photography, piercings, piggy d, pink floyd, placebo, plastic tree, portishead, rammstein, rats, rentrer en soi, rob zombie, rolly teranishi, roomnumber, roppongi, s.o.a.p., sadie, sads, saiyuki, sakurai atsushi, sana, scarlett johansson, schwein, scissor, screw, sel'm, sex machineguns, shilfee & tulipcorobockles, sid, siouxsie and the banshees, sir ian mckellan, siva, sons of all pussys, speed disk, static-x, sugar, sulfuric acid, tatsurou, tattoos, tenten, the bauhaus, the candy spooky theater, the pumpkin head, third sex, trans, transgender, transsexual, twinks, twisted clock, type o negative, unsraw, viggo mortensen, vintage, werewolves, wolves, writing, zombies, √eight, クロウズ, －oz－ |
| Schools: | Ansbach Middle High School - Ansbach, Bayern, Germany
Sachse High School - Sachse, TX
Richland Community College - Dallas, TX (2005 - present)
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| Friends: |  | 152: | _amir_derakh, _lamiai_, _mistress, _pinkfish, adarutoshoppu, agreeably_odd, aitotchideto, ajoa, albireo_albireo, amateresa, amf_korsets, anshishoku, astagh, asti_chan, athenstorm, azure_azul, batskull_69, belong_to_g, blueplasticgun, burnedangel00, candy_flavor, chantrea_johari, cheeky_doll08, cheeriodahlink, chrystopher, cim26, coffin_in_cairo, colormered_cons, counterfeitslut, cowcons, crys9, d1v1n1ty666, dane_8802, dark_nataku, deeply_vile, delirious_muse, drako_malfoy, drusilla27, egoistic_world, ekucbbw, eloquentsuicide, emotionanalysis, eyeofaenima, foughtnwon_one, g0g0_lolitz, ghoulxfiend, glamourtrap, greenmoon666, gunshotbeauty, halo_seventeen, hana_no_miyako, handsome_girl88, hanoko, harukydesuka, heratsu, higeki_kiseki, hillsoffire, honey_hate, i_are_shibby, i_heart_cigars, incuchiq7prb, infrom_under, kaiamira, kaichou_x, katanaxmistress, katarushisu, kazou_kiriyama, kiaki, kittensrambling, krashkan, ladyofspades, lokyan_loli, loveberryz, macabre_love, magicmelodyx, maxwellsdemon7, meiteki, melicat, mfucking_stars, miffykun, miitoshii, mistressmae, mnightfistfight, morbid_moods, mousoucarnival, namida_no_ame, narcomanic, nemo_the_nomad, niapwols, nietsnut, ninjitsu_icons, notamarilyn, oleander_effect, omen1x2, pinkfish_graphx, pois0n_gir1, ponera_kardia, potato_chippu, princessfetish, purawareta_mado, purehysteric, reckless_cooper, redoasis, redstrangler, reimei_no_hime, resplandor, revamp_mistress, revduke67, runwayproject, sapphiero, screaming_003, sekshualizm, selinachan, setos_puppy, sexkittenb, shikijoukyou, sho_okii, sin_river, sinful, skribbl3d, split_film, sugarless_666, syn_or_fantasy, tetsus_pants, thelinus, tissaia_devries, tsukicon, twinblade, twisted_stitch, uigenna, uke_jae007, underthesin, unknownglow, unprettyxtoo, usagi_dance, vanilla_girl_09, victoriakada, violetpoof, wei_knee, weiss_ceres, wenyyeo, whenheavencries, wikkedmickey, wildqueen999, x_thexend_x, x_uruhax, xohannibalox, xtainted_blackx, xxdahlia, xxmyvxx, 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sid__, silvery_night, sinister_morgue, skullfuckrvlvrs, softly_bastard, space_baka, spatial_art, speed_id, spo_prevention, starfruit_icons, sweetpealayouts, systemzer0, tasteofchaos_08, tatsuxgara, tattooed, tenshikourin, the_studs, thebackhorn, thedailysheep, thelastheavens, thethirdsex, tillyness, tobys_muses, tokyo_jirenma, tokyonewtype, tonarimachi, trannyfags, transgender, true_insomniacs, uf0h, ugly_arts, under_code, unsraw, velvetxtrigger, visual_drug, visual_fetish, visual_storm, visuthread, vk_indies_icons, wakeimagination, worthless_art, x_dari_x, x_jackrose_x, xhurtsx, xip_design, xloliconsx, xrootlesstree, xxcellt, xxdespairsrayxx, xxkurtxx |  | 2: | maverickblog, shatteredt |
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